Son of a Bitch.

For many centuries my soul has walked upon this earth, carrying a cry and sorrow, Until I found myself, Not fearing, but being feared, Not loving but being loved. I feel like I'm at a big high in taken of energy around me, As top as I can be, I know what to do, to become who I want, and get what I want, and throw away anything that has no worth to me, when you know too much about me, you will not like me, when I know too much about you, you will not like me. I do not lie, I never lie, but that doesn't mean I will tell the truth, you can easily manipulate the truth without saying a single lie, without breaking the trust. I'm not sure who reads this, I'm guessing your lucky as its a warning. If I want something I will find the power in me, to take it, without hesitation, may that be physical or emotional. Your heart will burn along side mine. My biggest enemy is who ever takes my memories away, and my attack will be focused on them primarily, One thing that is misunderstood about energy is that many think that its about take, and feel. But trust me, there is a million ways to use energy, not just to get what you want, but also to destroy something, or even to attack emotionally someone, it may not even be so direct or precise on timing, but it will happen.
My aims and goals seem to be working, my ranks are building, and my future is ready, and everything in my path will either come with me, or be destroyed. I am not kidding. If I gained so much, with so little then I have the energy for much bigger plans.

I will respect those who respect me for who I am, I do not judge anything without knowing about it, that includes people to music. I have changed very much in the past year that I now know how to handle people and situations. I feel like I'm controlling my life in a third person view, acknowledging everything that happens around me, at the same time taking in account what others think, doesn't exactly mean I think about everyone around me first, no one does, everyone thinks about number one, themselves. its natural, don't be afraid of yourself, acknowledge who you are and what you are capable of, and take advantage, but doesn't meen take advantage of those around you, If you take, you must give, and trust me I give more then I take, and most of the time I don't get gratitude for what I've done, but I don't mind, I've already taken what I need, that's what I care about.
If you hate me, don't expect to be hated back, Hate is time consuming, it wastes negative energy, that I could use for someone who's worth the time to hate, with Hate around, you realise what you Love.
I've said before that I've wasted my time on someone I loved, and etcetera bullshit about that person, BUT NO! In fact, because of that person I am who I am today, and because of that, She is worth hating every second, because she, once was worth being loved.
Now I am happy, because I know who I truly am, what I need to do, and where I need to go, with friends that I could never be so thankful for and moments that will drown me in sorrow in a near future, only to know that I truly had a great time on this island, and that I am one hell of a son of a bitch.

Son of a Bitch