Maybe...

Maybe the reason I can be such asshole about her sometimes, not knowing the facts, or beleiving what happened. Then I suppose its because she disgusts me, who she is now, what she is now, her personality is utterly fake, its gives off such a bad image, that Im starting to get pissed off with people and myself, why? Because It may look like Im the one complaining all the time, or saying negative shit about her, but the truth Im the one with balls to say what I think, on the internet or in person. wherever, whenever, I know what lies beneath  that mask of hers, because most people dont even know who she was.
Im trying to tell them, that she wasnt this fake, she didint pretend to be someone who she isnt, she didint give a shit about people.
Now on one side im getting told what she does in these clubs, places, events whatever... I need to specific about everything if not I need to get my facts right.
So like I was saying on one side Im getting told one thing and then the other im getting told to get my facts right, I ask HOW?!
If she is so closed how does she expect ANYONE to beleive the truth behind everything she does?
I will judge on what I know, I dont make it up, and I doubt my friends would either, especially after seeing "that" at the club last weekend.

Its just gets better doesnt it...

Lately Ive bumped into a couple of old friends now and again, and they have one thing in common, they all complain how shit it is now, and how they miss the old times. Personally I say FUCK the old times, I feel like the old times were a mask to compensate todays truth about who we all are "me and my friends". Yes we did have fun, but if we sit at home and complain about how boring it is, then it doesn't help doing nothing about it, thats why I try to go out and do things with whoever wants to join me.
Either today its all a lie, or yesterday was a dream.

Also "change of subject", What was she fucking thinking last night?!?! seriously she needs help...

Wow Wow Wow... I didint expect THAT!

Well last night Soundchaser a local metal band in Tenerife, played a tribute to Metallica last night, as I know Soundchaser are just PURE BRUTAL I knew it was gonna be good but fucking hell NOT THAT FUCKING GOOD!!! it was amazing, the ambient, the band, the music, the friends!!! Best night in a long time, there was one thing on my mind before I got to the event, I thought to myself "I bet shes gonna be there tonight" as Metallica is her favorite band, but LOL!!! She only came to say hi to some friends, thats another thing I didn't expect her choosing El Faro or/and Achaman "pure shit hole reggaetton club" then Soundchaser's pure brutality!

My face seeing her leave Soundchaser.

Though my friends said this would happen, I didn't think so, but wow, its true, shes more commercial then Iggy Pop doing insurance ads.
Anyways besides the awesome concert and the LOLZ we went to Veronicas for a bit, we got there and met up with some girls that we know stuck with them for a bit and then we got bored with the shithole they chose so we decided go to DownUnder "Indie bar" and stayed there till 4, all an all we had quiet a lot of fun.

What did I learn? Drastic change can even change what is the truth of ones self, Soundchaser are playing better then ever & Ive got some really good mates.