Maybe...

Maybe the reason I can be such asshole about her sometimes, not knowing the facts, or beleiving what happened. Then I suppose its because she disgusts me, who she is now, what she is now, her personality is utterly fake, its gives off such a bad image, that Im starting to get pissed off with people and myself, why? Because It may look like Im the one complaining all the time, or saying negative shit about her, but the truth Im the one with balls to say what I think, on the internet or in person. wherever, whenever, I know what lies beneath  that mask of hers, because most people dont even know who she was.
Im trying to tell them, that she wasnt this fake, she didint pretend to be someone who she isnt, she didint give a shit about people.
Now on one side im getting told what she does in these clubs, places, events whatever... I need to specific about everything if not I need to get my facts right.
So like I was saying on one side Im getting told one thing and then the other im getting told to get my facts right, I ask HOW?!
If she is so closed how does she expect ANYONE to beleive the truth behind everything she does?
I will judge on what I know, I dont make it up, and I doubt my friends would either, especially after seeing "that" at the club last weekend.