Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
Hmmm..
I found an interesting article about personalities and how connected they are to the types of zodiacs.
I'm a Virgo, and what this article sayd about the kind of person I am is very true, kind of scary to be honest, have a read if you wanna know what im sort off like :).
Right.
Warning I did not write the following, I just made some slight changes to fit this blog :)
Some of the most admirable human qualities make their appearance in the Virgo man. One of these is his desire to be of service. He's generous if you need support, advice, or material assistance. Always reasonable, he'll draw you out about your difficulties, and he loves to offer the wisdom of his own experience.
Give him a problem and he'll attack it like a chess game, and usually his detached insights are sharp and sound. There's a sensible, sane feeling about this man.
The Virgo man rarely pretends to be anything other than himself. Also, this man will actually talk to you as an equal. On the other hand, his self-control and coolness can be irritating and even hurtful. He may hang up his coat carefully before he kisses you, because order must come first. Sometimes he's horribly socially sensitive, and won't show affection in public because "someone" might notice that he actually has passions. If he's an extreme type, everything might be scheduled, If this starts getting to you, remember that it isn't easy to be a Virgo man in our culture.
This sign is sensitive and vulnerable, and Virgo men often struggle to be tough, cool and in control. Virgos hate having their privacy invaded without an invitation (and that means emotional as well as physical). If you want to live comfortably with such firm boundaries, you need a sense of humour and some boundaries of your own. It's not really about keeping you out. It's about keeping his own emotions in.
What makes this complex and sometimes insufferable temperament loveable is that the Virgo man, if you tell him the truth calmly and clearly, will always listen. It's one of his most endearing qualities. If he's hurt you or been oblivious to your feelings, try articulating it. Quietly. He'll usually listen, apologise and try to do something about it. If you scream and shout or ooze black atmospheres, he'll withdraw so fast that you'll think you've moved to Antarctica. If you're the really combustible type, try a more resilient and less highly strung sign.
This man simply can't take angry explosions and tempestuous scenes, or long weeping sessions with lots of soggy handkerchiefs. You'll often see the Virgo man fidgeting, biting his fingernails, folding his serviette into tiny fanlike shapes, shredding his lettuce, and doing other little things that betray the highly strung nervous system of this sign. He also tends to somatise his inner tensions, so be prepared to hear about the headaches, skin rashes, muscle tics, stomach upsets, and aching joints.
Virgos can be hypochondriacs when they're stressed out. Since the Virgo man will usually overwork himself anyway, emotional pressure doesn't help. He needs lots of rest, play and nature to heal him. Usually he can't be bothered to make time for all that, since that inevitable list always has "work" at the top. So the onus falls on you to cajole, reason or drag him to a place where, after his initial whingeing, he might even discover that it's quite pleasant to sit in the sun and do nothing.
For all these reasons, the Virgo man isn't always every person's dream of the perfect mate. He has a sensitive, finely tuned and complex nature. He's rarely aggressive, and he lets difficulties nag and nag inside before he takes direct action. He isn't really a Don Juan, although there are some fairly good imitiation Don Juans floating about in the form of terribly insecure Virgo men trying to pretend to be Ariens or Sagittarians.
Trust and good communication are necessary for him to show the more mystical, intuitive, imaginative side of himself, and his delightfully ironic sense of humour won't emerge unless he knows he's in attentive company. Hopefully you didn't choose him to provide you with security, for if so, you're making a sad mistake. Although he's earthy and realistic, he's not interested in playing Sugar Daddy. He's too fluid and changeable and mercurial to tolerate being someone else's Rock of Gibraltar.
Appreciate his intelligence, his wit, his cynical wisdom, his craftsmanship, his shrewdness, his kindness, his sensitivity and his integrity. For those who respect intelligence, real dyed-in-the-soul refinement and grace, and the mysterious charisma of inner solitude, the Virgo man makes those more flamboyant types seem pretty boorish in comparison.
That articles made Virgos sound pretty good and pretty annoying xD I guess im like that.
I'm a Virgo, and what this article sayd about the kind of person I am is very true, kind of scary to be honest, have a read if you wanna know what im sort off like :).
Right.
Warning I did not write the following, I just made some slight changes to fit this blog :)
Some of the most admirable human qualities make their appearance in the Virgo man. One of these is his desire to be of service. He's generous if you need support, advice, or material assistance. Always reasonable, he'll draw you out about your difficulties, and he loves to offer the wisdom of his own experience.
Give him a problem and he'll attack it like a chess game, and usually his detached insights are sharp and sound. There's a sensible, sane feeling about this man.
The Virgo man rarely pretends to be anything other than himself. Also, this man will actually talk to you as an equal. On the other hand, his self-control and coolness can be irritating and even hurtful. He may hang up his coat carefully before he kisses you, because order must come first. Sometimes he's horribly socially sensitive, and won't show affection in public because "someone" might notice that he actually has passions. If he's an extreme type, everything might be scheduled, If this starts getting to you, remember that it isn't easy to be a Virgo man in our culture.
This sign is sensitive and vulnerable, and Virgo men often struggle to be tough, cool and in control. Virgos hate having their privacy invaded without an invitation (and that means emotional as well as physical). If you want to live comfortably with such firm boundaries, you need a sense of humour and some boundaries of your own. It's not really about keeping you out. It's about keeping his own emotions in.
What makes this complex and sometimes insufferable temperament loveable is that the Virgo man, if you tell him the truth calmly and clearly, will always listen. It's one of his most endearing qualities. If he's hurt you or been oblivious to your feelings, try articulating it. Quietly. He'll usually listen, apologise and try to do something about it. If you scream and shout or ooze black atmospheres, he'll withdraw so fast that you'll think you've moved to Antarctica. If you're the really combustible type, try a more resilient and less highly strung sign.
This man simply can't take angry explosions and tempestuous scenes, or long weeping sessions with lots of soggy handkerchiefs. You'll often see the Virgo man fidgeting, biting his fingernails, folding his serviette into tiny fanlike shapes, shredding his lettuce, and doing other little things that betray the highly strung nervous system of this sign. He also tends to somatise his inner tensions, so be prepared to hear about the headaches, skin rashes, muscle tics, stomach upsets, and aching joints.
Virgos can be hypochondriacs when they're stressed out. Since the Virgo man will usually overwork himself anyway, emotional pressure doesn't help. He needs lots of rest, play and nature to heal him. Usually he can't be bothered to make time for all that, since that inevitable list always has "work" at the top. So the onus falls on you to cajole, reason or drag him to a place where, after his initial whingeing, he might even discover that it's quite pleasant to sit in the sun and do nothing.
For all these reasons, the Virgo man isn't always every person's dream of the perfect mate. He has a sensitive, finely tuned and complex nature. He's rarely aggressive, and he lets difficulties nag and nag inside before he takes direct action. He isn't really a Don Juan, although there are some fairly good imitiation Don Juans floating about in the form of terribly insecure Virgo men trying to pretend to be Ariens or Sagittarians.
Trust and good communication are necessary for him to show the more mystical, intuitive, imaginative side of himself, and his delightfully ironic sense of humour won't emerge unless he knows he's in attentive company. Hopefully you didn't choose him to provide you with security, for if so, you're making a sad mistake. Although he's earthy and realistic, he's not interested in playing Sugar Daddy. He's too fluid and changeable and mercurial to tolerate being someone else's Rock of Gibraltar.
Appreciate his intelligence, his wit, his cynical wisdom, his craftsmanship, his shrewdness, his kindness, his sensitivity and his integrity. For those who respect intelligence, real dyed-in-the-soul refinement and grace, and the mysterious charisma of inner solitude, the Virgo man makes those more flamboyant types seem pretty boorish in comparison.
That articles made Virgos sound pretty good and pretty annoying xD I guess im like that.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Do I know now?
Now I know, well I think I do, to the truth of who I really am, is to know basically life itself, to know each persons on entity of life, then your trying to find life itself.
We are life, we are the distinctive forms of it anyways. physically we trust upon energy and everything in between.
Todays society and human nature, depends upon a belief system, either religious, energetic, self-belief, scientific, whatever your views are upon lifes invisible ways, most of these ways and views are the most questioned views in the world.
We question what we do not see, to be honest, I, myself, believe in the power energy, everything is energy. BUT I know that even though I believe in such things does not make it real to even myself or another person who reads this, but I do feel it, and that is the closest thing Ill ever get to knowing what is behind the curtain.
In truth, its all the same thing, just with different names, GOD, ENERGY, SPIRITS... what came first? who knows, I just know that feeling this energy, makes me insane sometimes, but with a power of fulfillment, sometimes I do not know myself why I react to some of the emotions people throw at me. I used to think I depended on Love, that I needed Love, But I know now, its not only love... its rage, sorrow, fury, pain, happiness... strong emotions that I thrive on, but not on myself but on others, I sound sadistic and quiet unusual, maybe I am insane, who knows? I just know I thrive on energy, powerful emotional energy.
Example; I remember when I see someone cry I would smurk or smile, and most of the time, I tried not to, its like deep within to the reaction of sorrow. Its... weird.
For a few months I have been weak and basically dead in my mind. Now I need to ermm feed? my mind.drain the energy. To be honest this is quiet personal and normally I shut down, keep quiet and go with the flow. But this is more of a warning, I plan not to be fucked with my mind, and with myself. I will stand aside and let others walk past me, I will not let others take hold of my emotions, unless I can see truth or love inside them. Before you can hold my heart, you need to withstand my mind.
We are life, we are the distinctive forms of it anyways. physically we trust upon energy and everything in between.
Todays society and human nature, depends upon a belief system, either religious, energetic, self-belief, scientific, whatever your views are upon lifes invisible ways, most of these ways and views are the most questioned views in the world.
We question what we do not see, to be honest, I, myself, believe in the power energy, everything is energy. BUT I know that even though I believe in such things does not make it real to even myself or another person who reads this, but I do feel it, and that is the closest thing Ill ever get to knowing what is behind the curtain.
In truth, its all the same thing, just with different names, GOD, ENERGY, SPIRITS... what came first? who knows, I just know that feeling this energy, makes me insane sometimes, but with a power of fulfillment, sometimes I do not know myself why I react to some of the emotions people throw at me. I used to think I depended on Love, that I needed Love, But I know now, its not only love... its rage, sorrow, fury, pain, happiness... strong emotions that I thrive on, but not on myself but on others, I sound sadistic and quiet unusual, maybe I am insane, who knows? I just know I thrive on energy, powerful emotional energy.
Example; I remember when I see someone cry I would smurk or smile, and most of the time, I tried not to, its like deep within to the reaction of sorrow. Its... weird.
For a few months I have been weak and basically dead in my mind. Now I need to ermm feed? my mind.drain the energy. To be honest this is quiet personal and normally I shut down, keep quiet and go with the flow. But this is more of a warning, I plan not to be fucked with my mind, and with myself. I will stand aside and let others walk past me, I will not let others take hold of my emotions, unless I can see truth or love inside them. Before you can hold my heart, you need to withstand my mind.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Unrelated
Unrelated to my normal posts, just to put something i got on my chest.
Its only been a day, and I cant do it, tonight was... very unusual, it ended very very low, we all have these dark sides deep down in our mind, only when we see the darkness of others is when you realize what you have and what you should value.
I say we and our, because I was with some mates tonight, we got drunk and high, and had a mainly funny night, until the end, when the questions start pouring in, and the ambiance is shut down, the energies you feel become drastically noticeable and you dont know how to react to someones dark past.
I dont have a dark past, but im currently at a slight dark present, my status is unknown, only ONE person knows what is really going with myself, and Im throwing away that only person, so I can cope with this present, but the question is... How do I cope? with and without? I cant either way.
I found out about someone else's deep dark past tonight, something in a way that continues to be connected to this.
I also.. found out a few things, that makes me ill, dizzy to even think about, something that makes me feel like utter shit, when i hear it, it drowns me in the coldest part of the oceans. Something I choose not to believe as I do not know the truth as of yet.
I constantly get told new and new things about what has apparently gone on backstage. and I'm hating everything I hear about it, I choose not to, and I dont even know if its true, why am I always getting two sides?
I just need to know and its not even about what happened up north, its what happened here, with 3 certain people, 2 was unchosen, the other one was satisfactory. Confusing? tell me about it.
Well until I start making accusations and other shit, Im gonna just lay low until I find out the truth.
Ive noticed that decision I made affected more people then I expected, Im very surprised how things have drastically changed in such little time.
We all seem to have some fucked up past, that leads to who we are today, we become much stronger, but also very closed. Its a way to cope with everyday life.
Just some randomness you possibly wont understand :)
Its only been a day, and I cant do it, tonight was... very unusual, it ended very very low, we all have these dark sides deep down in our mind, only when we see the darkness of others is when you realize what you have and what you should value.
I say we and our, because I was with some mates tonight, we got drunk and high, and had a mainly funny night, until the end, when the questions start pouring in, and the ambiance is shut down, the energies you feel become drastically noticeable and you dont know how to react to someones dark past.
I dont have a dark past, but im currently at a slight dark present, my status is unknown, only ONE person knows what is really going with myself, and Im throwing away that only person, so I can cope with this present, but the question is... How do I cope? with and without? I cant either way.
I found out about someone else's deep dark past tonight, something in a way that continues to be connected to this.
I also.. found out a few things, that makes me ill, dizzy to even think about, something that makes me feel like utter shit, when i hear it, it drowns me in the coldest part of the oceans. Something I choose not to believe as I do not know the truth as of yet.
I constantly get told new and new things about what has apparently gone on backstage. and I'm hating everything I hear about it, I choose not to, and I dont even know if its true, why am I always getting two sides?
I just need to know and its not even about what happened up north, its what happened here, with 3 certain people, 2 was unchosen, the other one was satisfactory. Confusing? tell me about it.
Well until I start making accusations and other shit, Im gonna just lay low until I find out the truth.
Ive noticed that decision I made affected more people then I expected, Im very surprised how things have drastically changed in such little time.
We all seem to have some fucked up past, that leads to who we are today, we become much stronger, but also very closed. Its a way to cope with everyday life.
Just some randomness you possibly wont understand :)
Monday, March 7, 2011
Madness + Alcohol = Carnival 2011
Well its Carnival Time!! Yes, where im from we celebrate Carnival in a very very large party... Its voted the second biggest street carnival in the world, for one week we all party fucking HARD!! from 400.000 people to a million in the streets drinking, dressed up and partying!
This year we had a new thing, Vertigo Festival, a massive DJ stage, the largest open air club in Spain, with Ministry of Sound and Pacha.
Ive been twice already and its been amazing!!
and now Ill be uploading the pics of my costume with my friend who was dressed as Lestat and me from 1992 Dracula.
Enjoy Darlings, because the lords are out tonight!
This year we had a new thing, Vertigo Festival, a massive DJ stage, the largest open air club in Spain, with Ministry of Sound and Pacha.
Ive been twice already and its been amazing!!
and now Ill be uploading the pics of my costume with my friend who was dressed as Lestat and me from 1992 Dracula.
Enjoy Darlings, because the lords are out tonight!
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