Memories, Why?

I wrote in a earlier post about how over I am of my ex Grace, but the other day she walked in the skate park, she completely shocked me, I didn't know what to do, she was asking how I was and that but the thing going through my mind were two things, I wanted to burn her alive for doing this, and I wanted hug her until my arms fell off, so what I did was in-between that, NOTHING, just be blank, with answers with no emotion, simple yes and a simple no. The thing is, before this happened I told her not to come near me, talk to me, contact me, or say Hi, basically do nothing, like we don't know each other, so it fuelled with hate and wrath but seeing her face just reminded me again something I didn't want as I got to a point where she wasn't on my mind all the time, so it was fucked up.

You may think this is a little personal but to be honest your gonna find out either way might as well be me telling you.

Unfortunately this road ended

One thing I did notice was, she still isn't the person I met, that wonderful girl that didn't care what people thought about her, didn't like opinions or speaking two faced about people. She has become one of those. And for once its not only me that has noticed this.

Living the Bohemian

Last weekend (16th to the 18th) Me and my friend Leo went to Barcelona, Something just told us to do this, firstly we were off for a Gothic rave night at Demonix Club, but before hand ill start off were we started.

2 weeks ago, I saw an event on Tuenti of a Gothic Electro Rave night in Barcelona, and at beginning I didn't think i was gonna go, but I knew Leo would like the idea, so I told him about an idea of going to Barcelona for a weekend and going to this Gothic Night, He agreed straight away, The next day we booked the flights and we knew this is it, were going to Barcelona, Its not my first time as Ive lived and been there before, but its Leos first time in Barcelona.

Saturday, 16th Of October 2010
Early Morning - 7ish
I woke up really bloody tired, I didn't want to move but a few minutes later my mind realized IM GOING TO BARCELONA! So I started to move faster, but I couldn't make much noise because my mum was sleeping in the room next to me because a friend of hers was staying that week, I got my clothes ready, got myself ready, I tried to do my fucking contact lenses that we bought the day before but they're were so hard to put in, eventually i got the hang of it. After 30 minutes of fucking about, I got my stuff ready, and headed towards Leos house.

Leo had a mate to take us up to the north airport in his van but before we headed up there, a nice joint had to be smoked :)

We arrived at the airport, it was a beautiful morning around 17 degrees, very cool, it was perfect temperature.
We got our tickets and waited for our plane, during this wait, we were sitting down looking at the beautiful female bodies walking by, and I was guessing all they're ages using they're elbows, Yes i know very weird.

We got on our plane, not exactly comfy but whatever, BUT, we had some crazy Italian dude next to us, who was taking this shit in a pharmaceutical bottle, it looked bad, and he just looked pissed and couldn't speak a single word. But he was friendly to us. Not in the sense of hes touching us up, in the sense of not trying to hijack the plane or something like that.

After a few hours on that bloody, we both tried to sleep on it but we couldnt maybe a few minutes or so but nothing major. We arrived at Barcelona Airport, and didint know what to do next, so i took charge and sayd lets get the train into the city and find a Hostel, oh yeh, by the way we didint even book the hostel before hand :) Living the Bohemian!

Eventually after a few hours of changing trains, metros, and walking everywhere we phoned my parents so they can check which street this Hostel is on, apparently we were closer to Demonix Club then the Hostel but oh well.

We got there and found the hostel, a dude behind the counter, proper hippie-bohemian like person, he was pretty cool, They only had 5 beds left that night and the next so we booked the both nights.

After leaving our shit at the room, we decided on a walk, and we found Domino's Pizza! We needed to try a Domino's after all i was blabbering to Leo all day about the K.F.C, Domino's and the rest in Barcelona. We left Domino's and just kept walking to see if we could possibly find the place we were earlier on in the day, but we couldn't find it, walked all over, eventually we found a taxi, (I didn't know it was so hard to get a Taxi in l'Hospitalet), we got the Taxi and headed of to Demonix Club and found it :), we were quiet early so instead we went to a rock bar that was joined above of the club called "Lennon's" it was pretty cool but the shandy was fucking disgusting. When the club opened, we went in and got our drinks "True Blood" (Vodka with Red Grenadine) and sat down, There wasn't many people at the beginning.
After a while staring at all the cyber goth girls, the Gothic-electro group started "T3RR0R 3RR0R". They were quiet good but we both expected much better, after the group finished we decided to go home after all I did get up really early and Leo hasn't slept has he works at night. We got back at the Hostel safe and sound and slept great.

Sunday, 17th of October 2010
Midday

I got up around 11 ish and Leo was still sound a sleep, but i wanted to leave the room and we had one key between the both of us, but i left the room to check out the hostel anyways. I walked around and the place was pretty cool, awesome terrace for sun bathing, games room, kitchen, etc... I recommend it its called Yellow Nest Hostel, really cheap :)

We got the metro at Collblanc and headed towards La Familia Sagrada, we got out the metro what is right next to it, and Leo was shocked, the architecture was so beautiful, amazing building.
After we went and got the metro to Plaza Catalunya, we walked around all day around Las Ramblas and the Gothic streets, we saw a weird band Spiritual Healing Sound - Pedro Collares http://www.myspace.com/pedrohang
They play these awesome instruments called Hangs it was incredibly spiritual we sat there listening, Leo bought a CD its awesome, great to get stoned to.

Later on we got a KFC, Leo's first time in KFC, he fell in love with it hahaha, it is tasty chicken :)
and then we got the metro back to the hostel got changed and went back out, we went back to the Ramblas and found a rock bar it was awesome, we met a guy that looked like a hippie version of Johnny Depp who sold us Space Cakes! and we smoked a few joints there it was amazing.

The weekend may have not been long, but it was different something new and exciting, something we could relate to easily.
We are planning of moving there :)

I want to thank my mate Leo, if it wasn't for him we couldn't have gone! Thanks man truly appreciated

Barcelona the most amazing city in the world! GO THERE!!