I wrote in a earlier post about how over I am of my ex Grace, but the other day she walked in the skate park, she completely shocked me, I didn't know what to do, she was asking how I was and that but the thing going through my mind were two things, I wanted to burn her alive for doing this, and I wanted hug her until my arms fell off, so what I did was in-between that, NOTHING, just be blank, with answers with no emotion, simple yes and a simple no. The thing is, before this happened I told her not to come near me, talk to me, contact me, or say Hi, basically do nothing, like we don't know each other, so it fuelled with hate and wrath but seeing her face just reminded me again something I didn't want as I got to a point where she wasn't on my mind all the time, so it was fucked up.
You may think this is a little personal but to be honest your gonna find out either way might as well be me telling you.
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| Unfortunately this road ended |
One thing I did notice was, she still isn't the person I met, that wonderful girl that didn't care what people thought about her, didn't like opinions or speaking two faced about people. She has become one of those. And for once its not only me that has noticed this.
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