When you remember the past, good or bad, Do you remember the emotions you were going through? Like how they felt? in those moments... Sometimes I forget them, and even question myself, if they were real, Im not sure if today will be better then tommorow, or yesterday was better then tommorow. Either way, I would only go back to re-live the moments, to see and feel, to only see If it was true then or true now. Dont get me wrong Im happy now, and wouldnt change a thing, I just question was it real? because I see soo much false imagery now, Im not sure If it was real.
Sometimes I try and look back just to make sure that what Im seeing now is pure bullshit, or maybe... just maybe it was all bullshit then.
One way or another its bullshit and I smelt a long time ago...
Sometimes for a small moment, that feeling comes back, only for a small moment, a single millisecond of it, is enough to turn you to dust throw you back a million years and hold the sands of the sahara.
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