Around this time last year, I was kind of lost, stupid and didn't know what was going on with myself. I did something that till this day I'm not sure If it was the best thing I did, or the biggest mistake I've ever done. Either way I think its both. I'm still sorry I hurt her and finished it that way, but looking at the consequences, we have realised who we are, and were our paths possibly lead. I don't know much about her life, Just little bits and bobs, She seems to be happy so that's good, and I'm happy and that's important. Sometimes I feel like I learn things to late but its better late then never.
Its amazing looking at it now, such different lives, everyone has so many changes that have happened in the past 12 months, it seems like a massive wave of change to everyone, and now its getting to the point, where everyone seems to be comfortable again. :) Well I am, especially with Nella, I really didn't think I wouldn't feel this strong again after G, but I do know I rely on love a lot, I find it a need, its a bit corny, but without someone by my side, I feel lost, and with Nella, having her by my side for this short time, I feel very comfortable, she's intelligent, beautiful, and really different, she's kind of unique, with lots of a details and surprises, I always focus on the small details, and she is full of them, so many beautiful little details that shine everything.
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