Birds?

Well recently ive been having odd luck with birds "the animal kind" Once out downtown, after a couple of drinks with my friends we went for a walk and buyed a bottle of vodka and we drank it all together, after many hours dancing and stupidity we walk back to the bus stop I think it was, untill out of the blue I find this little bird on a low branch in the move that much but it was perfectly fine, and at the time I felt sorry for it, We called it Twitter, yeah I know original... lol, but anyways I took it home and put it in a box and the next day it dissapeared and their was no trace of it, anyways satan knows whats happened to it, so a few weeks later, some bloody bird is on my front garden/porch, a bloody Kestrel, it looks hurt and in shock due to the dogs barking like mad at it, in the end i put it in a box and called the Avian Rescue service, they fucking ignored me pricks... anyways In the end after about 45 minutes the bird had an unusual fit and died in my room, this was a just a few days ago too, now today, Im listening to Aphex Twin, a bit stoned, and I hear something scratch or bang the window lightly I walk outside thinking "what the fuck was that?!?" in the end I decide to close the window and a fucking bird flies out of my room towards me and then swoops backwards away... I was in utter shock LOL it was a total WTF moment... Now I wanna know What has happened? why is birds attracted to me? the wrong kind of birds.