Trust

It seems these days its hard to come by someone who actually wants to know you, they see it as a daunting task, and then they complain something bad happened while in a relationship... It happened to me.
Trust is valuable in any day circumstances, but we take so much advantage of it and then destroy it completely for both sides, and hopeful future events.
We forget how to know someone, and have the patience, dementia succumbs us, and we just fall for the unusual, the ones who stared right through us.
More and more I see how hard it is to find someone who actually cares, and wants to know everything about you. More and more getting lost, like I've said in the past I don't want the past as ironic as it seems. Just something new, something comfortable, to share.
And those who complain about guys or girls who have treated wrong in the past, who you could never trust again, those are the people who never saw you, never tried, but Why? Well because you were never you in front of them.

There is 2 ways:

1- You act like someone who you are not, to impress or achieve something that you want, to be with someone you want. But this is the fastest way to get someone in to bed, or having a small relationship. Downfall? They are either falling in love with someone who doesn't exist, or doing the same thing and both are equally as fucked.

2- You act yourself at all times, respect at a certain degree that you can handle, and do the things that you enjoy most, do not be someone different around others, especially those who you like exceptionally, your friends are beside you for years, and are there because you are yourself. Downfall? It could take forever to actually find someone who achieves that, someone who likes you for who you are, and that's why most take the first option.

Night. XXIII