Well well... I think this is the first Valentines alone? or am I? haha well you never know, but yes i guess this will be my first valentines alone in I think... 3 years if im right.
Theres two things, one bad... one good...
Bad? I havent got anyone to spend it with.
Good? Dont have to think or buy anything and make fuss about it, or cut some bloody tree.
Yeh last year my ex carved our name in a tree and took a pic of it and used it as a card, very thoughtful and very nice, well the shitty thing is the tree is gone I think, and I dont know where the card is.
Valentines, Im guessing with all these its about Love, but me not having anyone to Love around me, whats the fucking point?
Aaaah well... Im being a bit negative right now, and should be happy that... that... I dont know, Why should I be happy? should I be happy because I tryed and tryed every possible fucking way to get back and fuck all has happened. Yes, that is a reason, why? it makes realise what the situation around me is... Reading this... sounds like im lost and chaotic and god knows what shit, but no im getting to the point, Valentines Day, is actually about making someone feel good. and Im going to make someone feel good. and I know who... and NO, its not her.
Like i sayd. move on.
Despite the past, the present and what the future can be... Im going to make someone feel nice, feel good, feel special.
You didint want it, now someone else will be in a nice place.
INSANE INSANE INSANE hahaha im joking. this what happens when 6 months has passed and you havent been with ANYONE. Now its fucking time.
Good night and shit you gaylords!
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