How many times?

How many times do is to take to let you know I love you? You out of anyone should know Ive waited long enough, you alreayd made me wait a year im not bloody waiting again. Im 19, im going to have fun, i WANTED it with you, You seriously fucking dont know what im going through to try and see you, to try and put that fucking fake brave face on, I will always love you, but I aint trying no more, you want me? well you start trying.